After
attending Venerable YanBen’s talk yesterday, I am inspired to reflect on two
practices which could be done based on the insights from the sutra. The first
is “mindfulness of impermanence” while the second is called “cheerful
non-abiding”. I would like to describe the guided meditations below and how
they can be used in a potential workshop.
The first
relates to “mindfulness of impermanence”. The first part of this exercise might
seem counter-intuitive, but it’s about reflecting on a particular person or
experience that feels uncomfortable or difficult. In this exercise, the
participant first brings to mind the difficulty that is related to the
experience as well as being aware of how the mind and body feels when they are
experiencing this difficulty. Pay attention to the quality of the breath, the
shoulders, the forehead, the muscles in the arms, down to the feet, etc. Then
the person reflects on how the feelings one has are not staying forever. There
are specific conditions that shape
the experience, such as the particular circumstances which gave rise to the
experience, the wider factors that surround those conditions, and so on. The
participant gradually explores each of the conditions that might have lead to
their present difficulty, going back to the past.
Then, the
participant is asked to contemplate an opposite scenario, which is that of a
very pleasant situation. Again, they take note of any shifts in how the body
feels. After this, did they notice any difference in how they feel about the
experience of the difficulty and the pleasant situation? The participants start
to notice that the two situations create very different experiences. It is
hoped as well that the participants have an insight into the impermanence of
the both experiences: noticing that both the pleasant and unpleasant
experiences are the result of specific circumstances (including the instruction
to reflect on the difficult and good experience).
The second
meditation relates to “cheerful non-abiding”. This is a bit more challenging to
present, but it has to do with cultivating a clarity of being that is not
comparing this present moment to previous ones. Let’s say that the person is
noticing a disturbing situation or event that comes to mind. Instead of using
the memory of that even to add a commentary about the person’s identity (“I am
… because this happened”) the person simply enjoys
whatever the experience happens to be and lets
it pass. It seems helpful if a person can visualize themselves as a kind of
open gate, letting in thoughts and then letting them out without any personal
identification with those thoughts or situations. If there is a tense feeling
or anxiety, what would it be like to allow that anxiety or tension to arise without seeing oneself as “a tense person”
or “an anxious person”? What this practice does it to allow the thought and
feeling to arise without attaching any distinct “self” to the experience. Even
when the thoughts are about “who I am”, one’s attitude is “these are just
thoughts coming and going. They aren’t me, but there is no need to reject them
either. I can cheerfully allow them to come and go without relating them to a
permanent self”.
Both these
exercises seem to be suitable for those who experience a lot of anxiety. They
may be difficult to perform if a person has not practiced meditation before,
but I do wonder if it can still be useful in dealing with the anxiety that
comes from “over thinking” or attaching to a lot of different scenarios in
mind.
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