Before going to tutoring in the morning, I decided to
dedicate the tutoring practice to all the Buddhas and Dharma. It was not
anything elaborate: I just directed my intention outward to include all living
beings. In the Ten Vows of Samantabhadra, Samantabhadra links dedication to
others to dedication to serving all Buddhas, when he remarks:
I would be a good
physician to the sick, a guide to those who have wandered from the path,
setting their feet in the right way. I would be a light to those who wander in
darkness. I would enable the people in poverty to discover the vaults of
treasure. A Bodhisattva should thus benefit beings inn equal treatment, and
bestow his loving care on all beings alike. And why? because if a Bodhisattva
serves all beings that is equal to serving Buddhas dutifully. (p.14-16)
I don’t consider myself to be a Bodhisattva, but I find that
this principle is useful to anyone from any walk of life. I think it has to do
with silently dedicating anything one does to the well being of many, if not
all. There are times when this is hard to do, because we tend to be limited by
time constraints and even physical needs. But on the other hand, I have learned
that simply having this attitude of dedication goes a long way. I almost have
this sensation of being able to get through my work more smoothly, because I am
not limiting the meaning of work to a personal sense of accomplishment or
finality. The dedication itself allows me to approach the job with a wider
perspective which is linked to all sentient beings.
It sounds almost incredible to believe that anything one
does can be linked to all beings. What does this mean? As long as I am caught
up with attachment to self-importance or pleasure, work will feel like either
drudgery or a system of rewards. I will try to do the work quickly, in the
secret hopes of experiencing relief after it is fully completed. But if I
really and fully believe that my intentions and wholeheartedness can benefit
all beings, would this not make the work itself more meaningful and enjoyable?
I certainly believe so, and it also counteracts the tendency to think that we
are only tiny cogs in a machine. It seems that the modern workplace almost
encourages the mentality of thinking that one is only a small part in a whole.
But does being a ‘part’ make a person any less than the whole? In fact, each
part is indispensable to the whole. In this way, what I do and how I do it
always reflects everything else in some way.
I think it’s important to think this way, because I am
convinced from my own experience that many people often feel unimportant in the
modern world. They internalize the message that they are parts of a machine—and
dispensable ones, at that. But this view is quite negative and can lead to a
dreary and reluctant approach to one’s working life. If there is some way that
one can dedicate what one does to the deeper interconnection of all beings,
this itself can create the very best society. It counteracts the despair of
thinking that one is replaceable. In fact, the awareness one uses to work is
priceless and irreplaceable.
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